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im in the process of writing it and it will be long and hopefully interesting :) xx
Bridgette- Why? Why is that everyone I turn to when in need turn on me instead, leaving me in tears? I stared up looking at the black ceiling above, my room was dark but comforting I knew no one would see me here not even myself I felt safe. Laughter roared outside my bedroom door making fresh new tears fall down my face, I was upset, scared, pissed off and just wanting to be needed yet there all out there laughing at a stupid movie. I guess they didn’t care as much as I thought they did, their fucking good actors though I silently laughed making me fall for their act of love and friendship why? Why am I so stupid I’ve known these people for a good 2 months and already thought I could trust them, what an idiotic mistake you cant trust anyone in this world but yourself. I rolled out of my bed, leaning my legs off the bed onto the floor, I ran a hand through my hair, I might as well make there life easier and just leave I thought, seeing how their acting I doubt they’ll miss me. With this I slowly hopped off my bed and walked to my cupboard as I got closer my eyes adjusted to the darkness and the lights from the window that lit up the room so I could just see. As I opened the cupboard my fingers felt paper, I breathed deeply in knowing what is was as I looked down to my hands pulling off the papers or more like pictures. All the pictures I have taking with Scooter, Ryan, Chaz and even Justin. Tears started falling uncontrollably I fell in love with all of them but with all different reasons I am so fucking stupid, instead of being upset anger boiled inside of me as I slammed open the cupboard door hastily looking for my suitcase. I saw it leaning right up the top as I reached for it, my small arms barely touching the shelf it laid upon. I started to jump but still no luck. I looked around for something to stand on and of course nothing in this room was moveable I needed a chair and the only chairs found in this hotel room was at the dining room table right next to the lounge room where the happy family is sitting. I groaned loudly as I opened my door letting the light from outside blind my eyes, I squint helping me see as I saw the chair right at the end of the table with less then a metre away all the people that hate me. I tip-toed to the chair as I stood there quietly not one person heard me I held my breath as I slowly placed a hand on either side of the chair ready to pick it up ‘Errk’ All their heads shot over to me as I awkwardly stood there holding the chair “Uh Bridgette?” Justin was the only one who spoke up after ages of being silent “What are you doing?” I didn’t respond I had nothing to say, to any of them instead I ran into my room making sure I once again slammed my door shut. I put the heavy chair down before climbing upon but still finding it difficult to reach “Bridgette what the hell are you doing?” I heard his raspy voice asked “Just go away Justin” I didn’t bother to look back “Get off the chair” “No just go away” “You’r going to hurt yourself” “No I’m not just leave” “Bridgette” “For god sake Justin” I turned a little to quickly as I fell off the chair onto my ass “Ahh fuck” I screamed in pain as my ankle and wrist started to throb in pain Justin- I watched in slow motion as her delicate body hit the ground “Ahh fuck” she screamed in pain taking one of her hands and wrapping it around her ankle “God Bridgette” I ran over and bent down “Just leave,” she now screamed in my face as I saw tears starting to fall down her face “Your hurt” I stated the obvious “No I’m not,” she said through gritted teeth as she placed her hands on the ground, and started to push herself off the ground she squeezed her eyes shut in pain whilst biting her lip “Ahh” she fell back down but this time I caught her half way “It hurts,” she sobbed as I held her up with me “Where?” I asked “My ankle and wrist it really hurts Justin” I place my arms that were holding her up under her leg as I picked her up slowly, she wrapped her good arm around my neck leaving her hurt wrist upon her stomach as she continued to sob shoving her face into my chest. “Scooter” I called out “Yeah what’s- oh my god Bridgette” in a matter of seconds he was right in front of me with the others not far behind “We need to take her to the hospital, she’s really hurt herself” he nodded before running out grabbing his keys on the way “You guys stay here ill ring you later” I left Ryan, Chaz, Selena and Carin in the room before catching up to Scooter “What happened?” he asked as I strapped her into the back with me letting her headrest on the window and her sore ankle lay on my lap, I looked over to her looking out the window watching the rain splatter across the glass “Bridgette?” I whispered watching her take her good hand and wipe a tear that fell, she shook her head showing me she didn’t want to talk about it “I don’t know Scoot, and she doesn’t want to talk” he nodded making the rest of the car ride silent. Bridgette- Why are they punishing me, they don’t care so why are they taking me to the hospital Cause they care Bridgette. Cause they care Bridgette. Cause they care Bridgette. That’s all my mind has been screaming to me the past half an hour as I stared out the window my head laid upon, watching the rain hit the glass and run down catching other drops on the way. I guess I was so out of it I didn’t relise we had stopped till I felt Justin picking me up again “Shit Justin” Scooter whispered down as I lifted my heavy head out of Justin’s chest to see where Scooter was looking “How the fuck do they know where I always am” Justin harshly whispered back “Just keep your head down Bridgette we will be there in no time,” he calmly told me as I nodded doing what he told me. I could hear us getting closer to the entrance as the paparazzi grew louder and louder “Justin is that Bridgette” “What’s Wrong?” “Did you hit her?” “Is that Bridgette Stone Paul and Sue’s Daughter?” That last one made my head spring up as I felt Justin’s body tense in mine, I was about to say something when I felt something hard hit my sore ankle making me scream in pain as the tears that stopped not long ago start to fall again “MOVE” Justin screamed as he saw what happened, he became more stronger as he barged through the people not caring if he pushed them down, we finally made it into the hospital, Justin was breathing heavily as he gave me over to Scooter. “Justin” Scooter said worriedly as he saw the same look I could see in Justin’s eyes “They hurt her Scoot, I need to go out and say something” “No Justin” my weak voice came out making him stop but still with his back to us “Please just wait here I’m scared and I need you” I could see him loosing up, breathing deeply in and out Justin- “Please” her weak voice pleaded me, I tuned becoming face to face with her scared and hurt face tears running down uncontrollably. I walked over taking her out of Scooters arms into my as she hugged my neck tightly “They all knew who I was” she whispered sounding scared, I had nothing to say, she was right I heard what they were saying about Paul and Sue’s daughter “Their going to send me back Justin” I looked down to her worried face “I wanted to leave before but now I don’t, please don’t let them take me” she begged I nodded, I couldn’t seem to find me voice. A small smile spread across her face making mine do the same. “Come on through” the nurse said as I saw her standing next to Scooter, I nodded and followed her in “Scooter I really need to talk to you later” I whispered as we both stood watching the doctor fix up Bridgette “I know,” he whispered back as I looked up to his face, I could see the water glaze over his eyes as tears threatened to fall “She’s not going anywhere Scooter I promise” he nodded smiling as Bridgette smiled over to us “She means to much to me for anything to happened” he whispered back down “Yes Carin she’s fine just a twisted ankle and wrist… no its fine really…. Carin seriously?” Scooter rolled his eyes passing the phone to Bridgette “Hey Carin” she happily sung as we sat in the car waiting to leave but Scooter thought he should ring Carin first bad idea. “I’m fine… Nope doesn’t hurt… yes I know no more standing on chairs… yes I am fine…. Okay bye” she laughed as she hung up the phone handing it to Scooter “Why would you call her?” she said giggling “It was a good idea at the time” he laughed also “So are you ever going to tell us why you were standing on the chair,” I asked happily “No” she said quickly and harshly “Oh okay then whenever you’re ready” “Shut up Justin I’m not telling you so just stop” “What the hell is wrong with you now?” I asked harshly twisting in my chair seeing as I was in the front with Scooter and Bridgette had the back seat for her leg “I don’t like you so I’m not telling you, thank you for carrying me but it doesn’t mean I forgive you” “WHAT THE HELL DID I DO?” “YOU DELETED THE MESSAGES FROM LUKE I HEARD YOU JUSTIN” I screamed loudly, he started to chuckle growing it into a full laugh “It’s not funny Justin he seemed really nice” I calmed myself as he kept laughing causing Scooter to chuckle “I hate you both” I threw my arms across chest angry “I-I didn’t delete anything from-from that fag” he let out breathlessly “Then why did you say you deleted my message, I heard you Justin” “Cause- Pa-Paul messaged you” he said still laughing as I felt my breath hitch in my throat; Scooter pulled the car over to the side of the road as Justin immediately stopped laughing after realizing what he said. “W-What” Please review if your enjoying this story or i might stop cause i’ve got alot on but if people are liking this story ill continue
Anonymous
well this is sweet
im in the process of writing it now
so no need to cut me
Justin- Ryan swiftly came outside closing the door softly behind him, as I sore a phone in his hand, and this one wasn’t his. “What’s wro-” but before I could even finish my sentence Ryan shoved the phone in my face letting me read the message that lit up the phone I finally let out my breath as I finished reading I just couldn’t believe it, Chaz stood behind me frozen as he gulped hard. “He, has what who huh?” was all he could get out “Why did you read this?” I asked after a few moments of silence as I looked up to a very worried looking Ryan “I went to put her in the bed but her phone started to ring loudly in the back of her pocket making her stir around, she woke up for a second asking me to get it and read it to her so when I read it myself I just said it was scooter saying where we were I didn’t want to worry her with everything she’s been through tonight” he let out in one breath making sure he gave me a glare at the end “What, what are we going to do?” I asked passing the phone to Ryan and running my fingers through my hair “Scooter?” Chaz asked “Perfect” Ryan exclaimed as all three of us ran to his bedroom door, banging on it loudly “Scooter” I whispered/yelled making sure I didn’t wake Bridgette up seeing as the hotel room wasn’t too big Scooter- I was just drifting off to sleep as I heard some bash my bedroom door “Scooter” someone whispered/yelled through the door, it must have been urgent seeing as they didn’t stop bashing the door even once I opened it Chaz was still bashing the air “What?” I harshly asked in a whisper knowing that Carin was asleep and probably Bridgette “PaulKnowsAboutBrigetteAndWantsHerBack” Ryan let out in my breath speaking way to fast for me to understand “Pardon?” I asked confused, Justin let out a groan before snatching a phone from Ryan’s hand and shoving it into mine “Read” he said as my eyes flickered down to the message, they widened as I read the message, I even had to re-read it to fully understand “But, who how when?” I asked all jumbled up “We don’t know Scoot” Justin said shaking his head side to side “What are we going to do?” Chaz asked as I pushed through them out into the lounge room making sure I didn’t wake Carin up. “Nothing” I stated after I thought about it “What do you mean nothing?” Justin asked as sat on the couch in front of me “We delete the message, and change her number he has no idea where she is he just somehow got her number, we will just tell her that somehow a crazy fan got her number alright” I told them the plan as they all nodded there heads in agreement “Here I’ll delete it now” Justin said as he took the phone out of my hand “And ill ring the telephone place tomorrow morning, now you boys need sleep you can crash here if you want its way to late to be driving” they all thanked me as I waved them goodnight heading off to my room but stopping at Bridgette’s opening the door slightly to see her sound asleep I moved into the room quietly sitting on the side of her bed as I watched her peacefully sleep. I couldn’t help but realize the difference in her face since the first night I saw her, all her bruises has disappeared, the scratches on her face have faded to light scars and the bags under her eyes from always sleeping in fear have vanished, I pushed some of her hair off her face with my hand softly “I promise I will keep you safe like this forever” I whispered as I leaned down and kissed her forehead softly, I made my way back into my room making sure I didn’t wake up Carin, slipping into bed and dozing off but before I was fully asleep I couldn’t help but think, think about everyone and one of them was Bridgette its amazing how I’ve known her for little over a month and she’s become a daughter to me that’s when an idea popped into my head knowing that if I did this she would be safe forever with this I smiled and finally feel back asleep. Bridgette- I smiled to myself as Scooter left my room, what he didn’t know was that I was awake as he sat there and whispered those words to me, they were kind of random but meant so much. I feel back asleep for a bit after Ryan left my room but woke up a few minutes before Scooter came back in. My throat felt dry so I decided to get up and grab a drink of water I was just about to open the door before I heard voices outside the door, voices I knew, I stopped and my nosiness got the best of me. “Do you think it was the right idea to delete the message?” I’m pretty sure Ryan asked “Did you want her to read it?” that was defiantly Justin’s voice “Of course not I love Bridgette to much for her to get hurt but maybe she should know he texted her” who texted me and why were they going through my phone “The douche bag will never talk, touch or see her again so this is for the best I promise” douche bag douche bag douche bag LUKE! Luke texted me and Justin deleted it, my god what the hell has he got against him and how dare he go through my messages and delete it that’s just so fucking wrong. Anger boiled up me as my throat didn’t feel to dry anymore, I jumped back into bed not wanting to see or hear Justin ever again he had no right and I repeat no right to do that HE DOESN’T EVEN KNOW HIM! Justin- “Do you think it was the right idea to delete the message?” Ryan asked as the three of us slept through out the lounge room “Did you want her to read it?” I asked “Of course not I love Bridgette to much for her to get hurt but maybe she should know he texted her” “The douche bag will never talk, touch or see her again so this is for the best I promise” “I guess, this whole situation is just so fuck up I mean who does Paul think he is” Ryan let out in a whisper as a heavy snore went through the room make Ryan and I laugh at Chaz “Its for the best, I’m going to sleep man good night” “Mhhm” he replied already drifting to sleep, what we did was for the best I promise I thought to my self as sleep took over my body … “Okay COD sesh boys” Chaz called out, it was now 8:25 am “Bring it,” I yelled jumping on the couch making Ryan and Chaz laugh from kitchen as they stuffed their faces. “YES” Chaz and Ryan screamed as they beat me the second time “Seriously” I breathed out in frustration while Scooter and Carin laughed as they sat up at the kitchen bench doing paperwork, “You know it’s not fair that its 2 against one” I stated as the were starting the next round “Then get someone to join idiot,” Chaz told me ‘matter-of-factly’ as I rolled my eyes “Scooter” I asked as he looked up and shook his head “Carin” I asked again hopefully “Sorry Justin” I smiled sad as I knew I was going to get my ass kicked again “Why don’t you get Bridgette?” she asked “Yeah get Bridgette out here” Ryan said, I shook my head no seeing as Beidgette was still asleep “BRIDGETTE!” he screamed out ignoring my request to not “Yes?” her sweet voice called out as she stood in the doorway of her bedroom in pajamas sleepily yawning “Play?” Ryan asked shaking his controller around “Sure” she smiled as she skipped over right pass my couch in the middle of Ryan and Chaz grabbing the controller out of Ryan hands “HEY!” he snatched it out as she gave him a confused look “Were playing teams, me and Chaz against you and-” “NO” she said too quickly “I mean cant I be on your team Ryan” she as trying to be cute and sweet as Ryan looked down sadly “But its always me and Chaz against Justin and someone” she puffed out annoyed “Fine” she slowly got off the couch to pick up the other controller and sat cross-legged on the floor in front of me “We have to win Bridgette,” I said excitedly as she turned and rolled her eyes “No shit” she mumbled quietly yet loud enough for me to hear. What the fuck is her problem “Uh what are you doing?” I asked as Bridgette kept shooting me “Trying to kill you but you wont die” she replied as her small hands gripped onto the controller and pressed every button “Yeah go Bridgette” Chaz hollered as they were winning because of her “Hell yes!” Ryan screamed as there points went higher and higher “But can I ask why your trying to kill your partner?” He asked keeping his eyes glued on the screen “Because ‘shoot’ I ‘shoot’ Hate ‘shoot’ Him ‘shoot’” she said between shoots as she kept trying to kill me “My god why wont you die!” She yelled/whispered to herself as I couldn’t help but laugh, she gave me a look as she kept shooting “ITS NOT FUNNY JUST DIE” She now screamed over to me as I kept laughing “STOP LAUGHING” she was pissed off and I found this even more hilarious and found myself falling on the ground next her laughing “I said stop laughing” she said through gritted teeth punching my arm hard “Hey” I said as I tried to catch my breath holding my now sore arm “What’s up with you?” I asked confused to why she hated me “Just shut up” she replied looking back to the TV as I made myself comfortable next to her, I silently chuckled as she still tried to attempt to kill me there was a reason I wasn’t dieing, she gasped as she jumped up off the floor “HES CHEATING, SCOOTER HES CHEATING” She screamed jumping up and down as she pointed down to me making me jump up to her side “What was that sweetheart?” Scooter asked not taking his eyes off the paper in front of him “HES CHEA-” I through my hands around her mouth making her shut-up as I grabbed her arms so she couldn’t take my hand off, she struggled to get out of my grip licking my hand to take it off but none of this was bothering me “Never mind Scoot,” I said as I pulled Bridgette down with me to sit on the floor Bridgette- “Do you promise not to yell if I move my hand?” He whispered in my ear brushing his lips against it sending shivers down my spine “MMHM” I nodded as I saw him smile and kiss my cheek letting me go “Good girl” he said smiling and wrapping his arms around my waist keeping me sitting on his lap “You said you would move your hand” I agued as I tried to stand up “And I did didn’t I?” he said acting like the biggest smart ass, I huffed and tried to at least get comfortable in his lap as I knew I wouldn’t win this argument and went back playing the game that Ryan and Chaz were still playing not once looking over to see the fight that just happened. “So want to tell me why you hate me?” he asked in a whisper again as we kept playing “I just do you fucking dickhead who should mind there own business” “What do you mean my own business” “YOU CANT JUST STEAL PHONES AND DELETE SHIT OFF IT ALRIGHT” his eyes went wide as I heard gasps escapes everyone’s mouths “What- Delete What?” He asked “My messages how could you-“ but I was interrupted by a high pitch squeal into the room “Justy” the bitch called out “Argh” I leaned my head into his chest not wanting to see her “Selena?” Scooter said more like asked, “What are you doing here” “Visiting my boyfriend sorry I should have called” “Yeah you should have,” I mumbled into his chest as I heard him chuckle “Justin” she peered her head over the couch “Oh Bridgette, um hi” she shyly waved as I rolled my eyes “I need to go” I jumped up from Justin as he followed me up “Yeah I’ll come” Ryan and Chaz said in allusion making me laugh “I’ll be there in a second babe” Justin let out by mistake “Babe?” Selena asked, “Why would you call her babe” He laughed awkwardly as he scratched his neck “Cause I’m his babe duh” I said ‘matter-of-factly’ “You’re his fake babe Hunny, fake” she emphasized the word fact “And your just fake Hunny” I mocked her voice as Chaz and Ryan laughed behind me, she started to breath heavy as tears started to fall down her face “Seriously” I looked around the room ready to laugh at her act but all I saw were un-happy faces turned to me “Maybe you should just go to your bedroom” Scooter said as he stood “Really, your telling me too go to my room I think you should just send this bitch home” I pointed to Selena as more sobs escaped her mouth “Just go Bridgette please,” he begged as Selena kept crying “No I’d rather stay out here and watch this fake slut put on a show” “JUST GO INTO YOUR ROOM NOW BRIDGETTE” Scooter screamed at me which scared the living day light out of me as his face went red from anger, I stood shaking yet frozen to the floor “But-” “JUST LEAVE!” This time it was time for Justin to yell at me, I shook my head as tears started to uncontrollably fall from my eyes I finally found the strength to move and before I knew it I was running into my room slamming the door shut making sure the hotel room shook as more tears fell from my eyes, how could they all of them stand up for her when she was the bitch here not me. I ran across to the side of my bed picking up the lamp and throwing it across the room, making it smash against the door as I watched the tiny pieces of glass shatter into pieces just like my life I thought as I ran to other side of the room doing the exact same thing, its felt good I then relised that this room only had 2 and I now found myself in a dark room. I jumped onto my unmade bed as I continued to sob into my sheets, everyone always end up hating me for no reason no reason at all. Justin- I knew what I did was bad but the way she treated Selena was horrible, she wrapped her crying body onto mine as she sobbed into my shirt “Shh its okay” I tired to sooth her “Im sorry Justin, I’m so sorry please please forgive me” she begged into my chest, I simply kissed the top of her head to show her she was forgiven. We head a smash come from Bridgette’s room making us all jump in fright “What the hell was that” Scooter asked as he was sitting with Carin as he patted his back to sooth him “I have no idea,” Ryan said as he went to her door “No just leave her” Carin said, “She needs time” We all nodded as I sat Selena down on my knee “Want to watch a movie babe” I asked thinking of a way to make her happier “Sure” she croaked out “Family movie” Chaz called out making Scooter, Carin, Ryan and Chaz join our movie, none of us bothered Bridgette cause in all honesty she was just being a moody bitch but there was still one thought left in my mind and probably the other boys ‘how did she know about the messages’
“You know what I mean stop acting stupid”
“Seriously what the hell did I do” I could hear his voice change into anger as he pushed me around to face him, I pointed my finger into his chess hardly
Bridgette- “Okay Chaz we get it your hungry,” I laughed along with the boys as Chaz read over the menu time and time again and complained about the wait to get served “But I mean we’ve been here for what” “10 minutes bro” Ryan responded chuckling at the end making me and Justin laugh I was currently sitting in front of Ryan with Chaz next to him and Justin sitting next to me. “So sorry for the wait, what can I get you guys” I looked up to where the deep husky voice was coming from as my eyes locked onto his green eyes I couldn’t help but melt into them as I moved my eyes down to his perfect smile he was flashing to his muscular arms and his- “And what can I get you pretty lady” that perfect mouth moved as the words came out “I’ll uh have the uh” I stuttered out not being able to find my words “The same as me thanks” Justin answered for me as I nodded my head in agreement “Okay” he looked down to his list and back up still looking right at me “Drinks?” he asked the table yet still staring into my eyes, I felt my hand get forcefully intertwined with someone else fingers making my eyes shoot down to it and flowing the hand up to his angry brown eyes, wonder what’s up with him, I went to move my hand out as his hand gripped tighter “Water thanks” Justin said through gritted teeth “Okay then I’ll be right back with the drinks” I slowly moved my head back to look at him as he smiled again before leaving. “My god” I breathed out as he walked away, I heard all three boys scoff as I fanned my face with my free hand “He was just gosh” “Okay we seriously don’t care” Justin spat out as he let go of my hand “But he was amazing, am I right” I looked to the front as I saw Ryan shake his head and Chaz nod “Thank you Chaz” I smiled over to him as I watched him get hit by Ryan “Here we go” I turned back to his memorizing green eyes “Thanks” I smiled sweetly as I took my drink from the middle of the table “Anything else I can ge-” “No that’s all bye” Justin said not even look up to him, I kicked him hard under the table making him jump in pain “Were fine, thank you” I replied back “I’ll be back with your food soon” he smiled as he walked back into the kitchen “Fuck want to be any nicer” I shot glaring at Justin “C’mon seriously he is the biggest douche bag” “You don’t even know him” I through my arms around dramatically trying to get my point across “Don’t have too, I just know how to read people” “What are you fucking physic or some shit?” “Why yes, yes I am” “Argh Just Shut Up!” I crossed my arms on the table and laid my head on top, my god that boy annoys me. I felt a soft hit on my shin making my head look up to see a very sympathetic look on Ryan’s face ‘Are you okay’ he mouthed to me as Justin and Chaz started to talk, I smiled slightly and nodded my head which I guess didn’t convince him seeing as he shook his head and mouthed we will talk more when we get home. I sighed softly just wanting this dinner to be over. I ate in silence as the boys talked about the usual boy things, I hated this the feeling of being the 3rd wheel. I finished off what I could eat seeing as I got the same as Justin and lets just say he eats a lot, so I had a lot left on my plate. “I feel sick,” I breathed out as I pushed my plate into the middle of the table “MINE!” Chaz screamed loudly making people around us look and stare, I couldn’t help but laugh yet feel sick watching him shovel it in. “I need to use the bathroom be right back” I excused myself from the table and walked to the girls bathroom. I fixed my hair and make-up in the mirror provided before heading back out. Opening the door with it colliding with someone else making the empty plates they were holding fly everywhere. “Oh my god” I quickly ran out to help the poor person only to find myself with him the guy with the gorgeous green eyes. I immediately put out my arm to help him up which he used brushing off the left over food from the plate off his shirt. “I am so sorry” I said shaking my head “No it’s fine really” he smiled “I am so stupid I mean what person doesn’t look before opening the door” “A lot actually, cause you cant really see before you open the door cutie” I didn’t even hear the joke he just said all I heard and all I wanted to hear was ‘cutie’ I felt my face flush and knew I was blushing like mad. “Why don’t you make it up to me” he asked as I slowly brought my head up tilting it to the side confused “Let me take a beautiful girl out on a date” he winked as I felt my face get hotter I went to nod but was caught off surprise went I felt arms wrap around my waist tightly these are the times i wish i wasn’t Justin fake girlfriend “Hey babe” his voice chirped into the conversation “Hi Justin” I said through gritted teeth “Were going baby, so say goodbye,” he sounded like such a smart ass I felt like punching him so hard “Just wait a second” I whispered to him “Nope now, c’mon” he grabbed my hand and started to pull me away “JUSTIN DREW BIEBER! JUST WAIT” I screamed making all the people in the restaurant look and I guess no one figured it out until now that ‘the Justin Bieber’ was dinning in the same place as them as people started screaming and taking out their phones, Justin then turned and went right up close to my face “Why would you do that are you fucking stupid?” he furiously whispered to me, as I looked scared into his angry eyes making my mind go crazy and started to send flash backs of Paul’s and Sues eyes whenever they were mad or about to hit me (Flashback) “Bridgette darling can you please get me a drink” Paul asked as he kept watching the TV, I nodded and hopped off the floor running into the kitchen to pour his drink, I ran back out but before I could pass him the cup it slipped from my hands and shattered right in front of him making him jump up from the chair in fright. I saw the look in his eyes as he got up close to my face “Why would you do that are you fucking stupid?” He asked more like screamed in my face, I shook my head but was stopped when I felt his hand collide with my face. (End of Flashback) “Please don’t, I’m sorry,” I whispered out in fear as a tears started to fall from my eye, his face immediately softened he loosened his grip on my hands letting them fall to my side before he hastily left me standing “Are you okay” I jumped in fright as I felt someone’s hand pat my shoulder, I turned around to meet his green eyes once again, I nodded not being able to get my words out “Your crying your not okay here” he pulled me into a hug which I didn’t refuse. “Can you still make it up to me about before” he asked hopefully “I-I cant I-I-I have a boyfriend” I stuttered out “No I changed my mind can I just get your number?” I thought about it for a second before agreeing I handed my phone to him as he did the same “Thanks” I smiled as he handed back my phone, my eyes gazed the screen quickly to see the contact page showing a new one with the name ‘Luke’ “Well then” he looked down to his screen “Bridgette I’ll text you later” I nodded again as he smiled “Bridgette” someone’s voice screamed through the room, they sounded worried, I looked over to see Ryan walking through “Ryan” I ran up to him not caring that I left Luke standing there, I through my arms around him as he wrapped his around me swaying us from side to side I saw cameras flash but I didn’t care, I was still scared at the look Justin gave me I didn’t even want to see him again. Ryan took my hand and led me out into the swam of paparazzi who now stood outside, I knew it was stupid of me to make a scene and tell everyone about Justin but how did I know it would get this bad. Ryan pulled me in close to him as he pushed through the people that were screaming questions and flashing their cameras “BRIDGETTE ARE OKAY” “ARE YOU AND RYAN DATING” I buried my head into Ryan’s shirt as he tired his hardest to get through, we finally made it to the car safe and Chaz opened the door quickly letting me and Ryan slide in the back and what’s his name at the front to drive. I guess I tired my self out because the last thing I remember was placing my head on Ryan’s shoulder and drifting off the sleep. Justin- “So do you want to tell me why you left Bridgette crying in there” Ryan asked pissed off, we were at a red light so I had time to turn my head to see Bridgette asleep on his shoulder with tear stained cheeks I sighed out in frustration knowing from the look on her face before and the way she apologized that I must have “I brought back memories of pass and it scared her” I said out loud as I looked back to the road “well that was smart” Chaz just had to put his input in “I didn’t mean to dickhead she just made all the people in there recognize me and I kind of just snapped” “Justin she’s fragile you can’t just snap on her” god it sounded like Ryan knew her better then me “I know it just kind of happened” “Well then dude you need to control yourself” I rolled my eyes but nodded cause I knew he was right. Ryan carried Bridgette into her room as Chaz and I waited in the lounge room to go home. “Have a good night boys?” Scooter asked as he walked out of his room We both nodded not wanting to say what happened as he walked back to him room with the glass he just got “Well that’s good, have a safe trip home and I’ll see you tomorrow” he walked back into his room waving us goodnight. “Hey Justin” Ryan opened Bridgette’s door slightly “Yeah” I whispered back to him “We have a problem”
“DID YOU AND JUSTIN BREAK-UP”
“HOWS JUSTIN”
“WHY ARE YOU CRYING”
Justin- “So has she been like this all day?” I whispered over to Scooter as we both watched Bridgette sit on the couch looking out of the window mindlessly “Yeah man, me and Carin have both tried to talk to her but she only responded with nodding with her head other then that this is all she’s been doing since she woke up at 5 this morning” he whispered back never looking over to me “Oh” was all I could say; I knew she was scared I mean who wouldn’t be having these sick people after you, but it wasn’t like Bridgette to just sit there still and not talk even after her pass I have never seen her like this. “I guess I could try,” I suggested looking over to Scooter. “I would really appreciate that, because I need to head out for a minute but I promise I’ll rush” he said as he jumped of the kitchen counter grabbing his keys, “No need to rush, I can look after her” I smiled over as he walked to Bridgette “Bridgette baby, I’m heading off for a minute Justin is hear but I’ll be home soon” he whispered to her, kissing her on the cheek as she slowly just nodded her head never looking at him. He waved to me before leaving. I sat on the other side of the couch; still not making her move as I looked over her shoulder out the window watching the raindrops hit the glass. “Bridgette” I whispered as I softly placed my hand on her shoulder but getting it lifted off and placed back on the couch. ‘Okay’ I murmured to more myself yet I guess loud enough for her to hear I see her move closer to the end of the couch. “How are you?” I asked as she shrugged her shoulders, “Are you Cold?” she simply shook her head no “Hungry” once again just shook her head to signify a no “We should take a walk?” “Justin just stop” she croaks out quietly as she lifts her knees into her chest burring her head in between them “Stop what?” I inched my body closer to her “Caring, just stop,” she murmured into her knees “Why the hell would I do that?” I asked confused “Please, just stop” she practically begged as her voice choked on her last words as I heard her sniff “Don’t do this Bridgette” I yell out slamming my hand on the couch making her jump up in fright, I was angry at the fact she was so upset and she wouldn’t let me help “Don’t do what?” she half yelled back, seeing as her throat was so dry it wasn’t as loud or powerful as my rage “Pushing people out, building your walls, I am hear to help you Bridgette” “I don’t need help!” She screamed much louder then last time “Then tell me your fine,” I said as I reached for her hands gripping on them tightly “I’m fine” she let out just above a whisper as she looked down “What?” “I SAID IM FINE” This time she met my eyes as I sore the tears start to fall down her face, and without hesitation I pulled her into a tight hug, I felt her try and pull out but after awhile she relaxed and started to cry or more like bawl her eyes out into my chest as I kept my hand running up and down her back. “Shh, Bridgette everything will be okay” I kissed the top of her head then rested my head on top, we sat like this for what felt like ages before she started to calm down, moving her head out of my chest so that her cheek was now resting on it. “I’m scared Justin” she whispered out looking out to nothing “I know, I understand that you would be, but where all here to help-“ “No Justin, I’m not scared for me” “Then who?” I asked as she moved her head so that her chin rested on my chest as her eyes met mine showing me all the pain and worry shown in her eyes. “You” “Me” I asked confused, she simply nodded as more tears started to fall from her eyes, using my thumbs I wiped them away keeping my gaze into her eyes “You don’t need to worry about me baby girl, I can look after myself” “It’s not just you it’s everyone” with saying this she got out of my grip sitting cross-legged in front of me “It’s everyone I love, Scooter who I now consider my dad as well with Carin as my mum, Chaz and Ryan my brothers and you my everything” she looked down as I saw her cheeks brighten with a reddish colour. I couldn’t help but smile and let out a chuckle. She brought her head back up confused knitting her eyebrows together “It’s not funny,” she said seriously yet letting her own smile form across her face “I know, I know,” I said catching my breath, “Your just very… cute” as these words flew out of my mouth her cheeks turned darker as she let out a soft thank-you before looking back down. “I mean it” I reassured her as she lifted her head back up smiling, I now looked into her eyes which now showed something much different then before more softer, happier, I started into them as I saw her move closer and closer feeling my self doing the same before our lips were just hovering over each other closing my eyes and going into kiss her lips -SLAM- The noise of the door made us both jump back making Bridgette fall on the ground and me to the other side of the couch. “Bridgette, you’ve moved” Scooter noticed as he placed his keys on the bench “Uh, yeah I uh, need to y’know go and have a shower bye” with this she picked her self up and practically ran into her room slamming the door shut. “What was that about” Scooter asked pointing his finger to her now closed door, I quickly try and regain my breath as I respond with a lousy I don’t know. I was in to deep of thought to continue to listen as Scooter kept talk as all I could think was ‘ I almost kissed Bridgette’ Bridgette- ‘I almost kissed Justin’ This thought wouldn’t leave my head as the hot water fell down my body. My life couldn’t get any worse as I’m now starting to feel this feeling I have never in my life felt towards someone… love NO it can’t be, I mean he still has a girlfriend right and we only just met it cant be love don’t be stupid Bridgette I scream to myself as I drape my towel around my body and walk back into my room. As my eyes scan the room they stop at the white paper found near the door, I slowly make my way over as I pick it up to read it Bridgette Wear something nice, me Chaz and Ryan are going to take you out for dinner or something, didn’t want to disturb you so wrote this instead and pushed it under your door :) So I’ll see you in an hour Bye Beautiful Xx I couldn’t help but smile as I re-read it over and over again, just this simply letter made the whole situation I was in a whole lot happier, I squealed softly as I ran over to my closest finding the perfect outfit for Justin … … I stop myself from looking any further as I listened to my thoughts how they were all about impressing Justin, I cant do that, for the last time he has a girlfriend he was only trying to be nice that’s all Bridgette get the through your head, I mean why would he like a mess like me. With the thought the happiness I felt before fell drastically as I now didn’t care what I looked like as I threw sweat pants on and a jumper. I tied my hair into a bun and pulled my ugg boots on as I walked out of my room. “Hey Scooter, Carin?” I asked through out the hotel room “Yes Hunny” Carin said back walking into the lounge room, Scooter not far behind. “Do you know what time Justin and that are coming cause I’m ready?” “Ready? Scooter asked confused “Yep” I said popping the ‘p’ as I smiled over to them, I saw Scooter whisper into Carin’s ear as she smiled slightly “I was just thinking that” she said as she pushed pass me into her room, and seconds later came out with an amazing dress of her and heels. (Outfit) “For you” she laid them in my hands “What for?” “To get changed silly, your going out for dinner you should wear something more like this” she smiled brightly at me as she started to drag me into my room. “Okay- okay” I said when I finally made it into my room “Tell me when your done so I can do hair and make-up” she sung out happily as I rolled my eyes and closed the door. I breathed in deeply then let the air out slowly as I made my way to the mirror, Carin just finished with my hair and make-up so I was now aloud to look at myself. “Wow” I whisper to myself “I reckon gurl, you look totally hot” Scooter screamed into the room as he held Carin, I couldn’t help but laugh as he tried to be cool. “No but seriously, you look beautiful, like you always do” he smiled to me as I turned around and run into him for a hug “Thank you for everything” I tell him holding him tighter as I feel him do the same “Don’t worry about it” he kisses my head “This might sound weird but I was talking to Justin before and I told him that I consider you as my dad” I laughed nervously as I let that slip out, I moved out of his grip and walked out of the room embarrassed. “Bridgette” Scooter whined out meeting me in the lounge room as I let a few tears slip “That means so much to me Bridgette, don’t get embarrassed or cry, I love you like a daughter” this time he was the one to run to me for a hug as I griped onto him tightly “I will always think of you like that don’t worry baby girl” I smiled and was about to thank him yet was interrupted by a knock on the door. “I’ll get it” Scooter called out as he kissed my head once more before turning to the door. “Boys” he greeted them as one by one they walked in looking as handsome as ever. Justin- “Boys” Scooter escorted us in as we found ourselves looking at a gorgeous girl standing nervously in the middle on the hotel room. “Close your chin Bieber” Ryan whispered over as Chaz laughed out loudly “BRIDGETTE” Ryan and Chaz scream as they both run up to her practically pushing her over in a hug. “Hey” she cheerfully replied hugging them both “You look so good tonight” Ryan complemented her as she pulled back “More like fucking hot” Chaz let out making Bridgette laugh “Chaz, is that anyway to treat a girl” Scooter said as he laughed “Oh I mean beautiful of course” he winked to her making her laugh again “Well I’m hungry so leggo!” he pulled Bridgette up onto his shoulder and ran out of the room “IM IN A DRESS CHAZ PUT ME DOWN” we could hear her scream down the hotel halls as we stood and laughed. “You guys make sure she has a good night tonight she needs one” Scooter told me and Ryan “The night is for her don’t worry” Ryan said as he waved Scooter goodbye “Yeah Scooter I’ll make sure she has a great night” we both laughed “You know she called me her dad just before” he smiled looking out the door “Aww” Carin squealed walking out to meet us “Yeah she told me that you were like her dad, and you her mum and Ryan and Chaz her brothers” “And you?” they both asked at the same time “Her- uh y’know something like uh- everything” I quickly say out as I remember what she said “That’s so cute” Carin smiled over towards me “Yeah I guess” I shrug “You guess, Justin don’t go playing with her feelings” Scooter sternly tells me “I promise you I would never do that its just-“ “Yeah-Yeah, I guess I got to help” I smiled at both of them before heading towards the door “Remember what I said Justin, don’t play around with her feelings” I nod before walking out to the elevator catching up with Ryan. “What did Scooter say?” he asked as we hopped into the elevator “Uh- Don’t worry man it was nothing” I click the button for the last floor as the elevator door closed, as we made our way down to the start of an interesting night.
“JUSTIN DREW BIEBER I AM STARVING AND I NEED YOUR HELP TO CONTROL BRIDGETTE AND CHAZ THERE RUNNING AROUND LIKE MANIACS IN THE LOBBY” Ryan screamed from the doorway
Justin- “We just want our baby home, it’s been officially a week and we miss her so much, please if anyone has any information please call this number, we just want Bridgette home so please” Sue sobbed over the TV, we all sat speechless no one moved. “Bridgette” Scooter whispered down to us, I finally turned to see her and went to put an arm around her shoulder but she was already up and walking out the hotel room. “Bridgette” Scooter screamed out hopping up from the couch “NO- No sit down I’ll go” I told him pushing him back down “Yeah we’ll come” Chaz said pulling Ryan up with him, I threw my hoodie on and ran out after her, we all spilt up different ways and told each other to text if anyone found her, I went down stairs lobby and all that whilst Ryan checked every level in the hotel room and Chaz went outside looking down different streets. Bridgette- I ran just ran, I used the stairs instead of the elevator and ran up until I couldn’t go anywhere else but the roof, I threw the door open feeling the cold air hit my bare arms, how I wish I kept my jumper on instead of this stupid singlet. I ran over to the edge of the roof looking over Canada, I stood there just letting the tears fall down my face, how could they, they want me back only for sex and to be their slave like fuck they care. I turned around and fell to the ground bringing my knees into my chest. ‘Why me, why do they want me back I like living here no I love living her and now its ruined’ I screamed out loud in frustration. “Bridgette” someone screamed out, I kept quiet I didn’t want anyone to see me like this, crying like a wreck. “Bridgette” they screamed out again, I started to breath heavier as I tired to stop the tears but of course that didn’t happened and I sobbed as hard as I could and I guess loud because before I knew it someone had wrapped their arm around my shoulder rubbing my arms from the coldness. “Shh, Bridgette it’s okay, shh it’s okay” they whispered into my ear, I finally made my head look up at who it was and too my surprise it was Ryan. “Ryan” I let out in a whisper making me cough from how dry my throat was. “Hey Bridgette” he said with a warm smile, still rubbing my arms. I close my eyes tightly trying to make the tears go away as I lay my head on his shoulder. “Hey man, I found her were on the roof call Justin” Ryan spoke through the phone “Okay see you soon man” and with that he hung up and placed a light kiss on my forehead. “I promise everything will be okay Bridgette” he spoke out quietly so I could just hear. I cleared my dry throat “You can’t,” I croak out “Can’t what?” he asked confused, I closed my eyes tightly again as tears threaten to fall down my face. “Promise to keep me safe and everything will be okay cause it wont, I promise you they wont stop till they get me and you don’t know who the hell they are, they will kill you if you even tried to stop them” this made his breath hitch at the truth that Sue and Paul would and very much like to kill anyone who got in their way, its just who they are. I turn my head to look at a very worried face as his lips went to move apart to talk but were interrupted but more screaming. “Bridgette” someone screamed in the distance “Ryan” they other person screamed, I guessed it was Chaz and Justin. “Hey were over here,” Ryan screamed back, obviously I couldn’t even talk yet alone yell. I heard their step quicken and before I knew it I was wrapped in a pair of arms followed by another person as he sat beside me and the other in front. I opened my eyes seeing Ryan and Justin with their arms around me and Chaz hands on my knees. “Bridgette” Justin whispered and for some reason brought all my tears back as I turned into his chest and sobbed. “Shh Baby girl,” he said rubbing my back. “Were all here for you” Chaz said making me come out of Justin’s chest and try to smile but of course I could lift my lip up a little before more tears came. “Th-thankyou” I tried to sob out hugging Chaz. I pulled out look at the 3 boys and the only thing I could do was smile. “Thank you all of- of you” I choked out again, they matched my smile. “I promise you nothing will happened” Chaz spoke up, and quickly my smile went and I started too get angry I am over all these promises that they can’t keep. “You can’t promise that!” I snapped out “Uh, yes we can” Justin said like it was a stupid statement. I got up from were I was, I have no idea where all this energy came from, I was soon followed by all three of them standing with me as my breathing got heavier. “You can’t” I sternly told Justin, then looked at the rest “You don’t know what they will do if you tired and got in their way” I said trying to calm down. “What’s the worst they can do Bridgette, I am here and I am going to promise you that we will keep you safe.” Chaz said aloud “YOU CANT CHAZ, NOT WITH THIS, THIS IS SERIOUS JUST SHUT UP AND DON’T PROMISE SHIT!” I scream out as I felt my tears come back; I ran my hand through my head as I looked down shaking my head. “Chaz you mean to much to me for you to get hurt over this” I felt the tears make there way out of my eyes as I looked down “Promise me you wont, for me just stay out please I beg you” I sobbed aloud. I felt his fingers come under my chin making me look into his hurt eyes as he looked into my teary ones. “I can’t promise that, Bridgette you also mean to much to me to not try and help and whatever happens, happens,” he quietly told me, making sure I got the point these words made me anger then ever, I pushed him away with so my force I never knew I had. “They will kill you Chaz” I screamed the loudest I could with my throat being dry, I cried more as these words left my mouth, I felt him hug me quickly. I didn’t want him to hug me I wanted him to promise he wouldn’t get in the middle of this. “Please” I hit his chest from anger “Promise me” I hit him again as tears flooded my face “You’ll stay out of it” I hit for the last time as my body gave in and crashed into Chaz’s arms, he slowly bent down so we were sitting as he ran his fingers through my hair. “Shh Bridgette, it’s late and you’ve been through a lot” he tells me quietly as I see Justin and Ryan sit in front of me who I totally forget were here, I guess they were quiet letting me get my anger out. Chaz put his legs on either side of my as I laid my tired head on his chest. Once I clamed myself down I broke the silence. “Promise me, each of you wont get into this just let me sort it out and like Chaz said whatever happens, happens” I sternly tell the all “But-“ Justin said before I cut him off “Promise me” I saw them all shake their heads before each one of them said fine, I smiled with relief that they promised not to get in the middle and let me fight my own case, and with this I felt the tiredness kick in and before I knew It I was passed out on Chaz’s chest. Justin- We were all quiet till he heard a quiet little snore come from Bridgette who must of fell asleep. “Like fuck I’m keeping that promise” Chaz whispered making sure he didn’t wake Bridgette. “Yeah man, I’m keeping her safe and that’s it I don’t care what she says about it” Ryan said getting up, I followed and help Chaz pick up Bridgette as I carried her back to the hotel room, she was so fragile so delicate I couldn’t and wouldn’t let Sue and Paul take her from us, especially me I just couldn’t let her go back being a sex slave for that monster. I brushed a piece of hair off her face “We have to do whatever we can to keep her safe” I spoke up as we entered Scooters room. They both nodded as Chaz closed the door behind me. “Oh my, thank god” Scooter ran to the door taking Bridgette out of my hands. “I was so worried” you tell he’s been crying from his eyes and how he just croaked out the words, Scooter would be the perfect dad for Bridgette, I didn’t really get why he cared so much but I loved him for that, he will also keep her safe and we all know that for a fact, he thanked all three of us as he took Bridgette into her room. I breathed a sigh of relief as I felt my mothers arm wrap around me. “She’ll be okay,” she told me kissing my head “I know she will” I smiled, because I’m the one that will keep her safe. We said our goodbyes to Scooter and Carin and told them we would all be back tomorrow as we made our way home, Chaz and Ryan were staying the night but I already knew what we would be doing, we would be planning on how to keep her safe without her knowing. Scooter- I swear to god I am going to do everything I can to keep her safe and with me, she cant and I wont let her go back to them she’s to weak to put up with it any longer, I thought as I brushed Bridgette’s hair out of her face, Carin sitting next to me. “Scooter, you know she will be okay” she asked rubbing my knee “I really hope so, I just cant loose her not now, I don’t know why but she means a lot to me and she’s to fragile to go back to where she as from” I nodded in agreement as I kissed Bridgette’s head “We will all keep you safe” I whispered before taking Cairns hand and heading off to bed.
“Bridgette baby your daddy misses you please come home baby please” Paul also had to put his input in whist sharing some tears, they showed some pictures of Bridgette so people knew what she looked like also a number to ring if you find her. They went onto the next news story but still none of us moved.
“I know and we will all keep her safe, but for now I think you need rest”
Justin- I slowly open my eyes looking around my darkened room, argh it must be early I roll over to my phone as it brightens my room showing the time 10:43am that’s strange. I felt the coldness as my leg came out of the blankets its freezing compared to the other days I quickly get under them again rolling over and meeting someone else in my bed, her brown hair across her sleeping face with the blanket right up under her chin, she must be freezing. I quietly get up to check outside as I see snow covering everywhere, I guess we had a freak and common snow storm last night I quickly close my window making the room a tad warmer before running back to the bed for warmth tightly taking the blanket and wrapping it around me. “Don’t you dare take all the blanket!” her tired voice told me sternly in a whisper as she pulls the entire blanket off me wrapping her own body in it. “It’s freezing Bridgette” I whine trying to pull the blanket off her “Really Bieber, I thought it was boiling hot” she snaps rolling over to face me “Someone’s not a morning person,” I whisper moving her hair out of her face to behind her ear as she closes her eyes again. “I’m just cold” she whines in her sleep “Here” and without thinking I got under the blanket next to her taking her cold body to mine and wrapping my arms around her waist, I guess she was too tired and cold to care as she got comfy with me, and no I don’t I like her like that which I know people would think seeing us like this, were both just cold and laying like this is keeping us both warm. Bridgette- “I’m just cold” I whine with my eyes shut “Here” his raspy voice said as he got under the sheet taking my body to his making us both warmer, and my god I felt like I was in heaven, I swear I could sleep in his arms all day but of course that wouldn’t happen. “Dude, it snowed last night get your lazy asses out of fucking bed and come down with me and Ryan, snow ball fight bitches” Chaz screams in swinging the door open and ripping the blanket off the bed. “I swear I am going to kill you,” I harshly tell him getting out of bed “I can help with that,” Justin said as he rolled up into a ball to keep himself warm “Oh and Bridgette Scooter came over and brought some clothes, so here” Chaz told me as he threw a small bag. “Thanks, I’m going to shower and then get dressed see you after” I smile over Chaz seeing as Justin was trying to sleep and ran off into the bathroom, turning the hot water on quickly letting the hotness of the water warm me up before getting back out into the cold, at least Justin had a heater light in his bathroom definitely helped me not die of frost bite. I pulled out my clothes for today; Carin must have stayed over with Scooter last night cause this outfit was too cute for him to pick out (Outfit). I pull my scarf around my neck before moving out of the bathroom; I look over to the now empty bed as I make my way over to the window seeing all three boys having a typical snowball fight. I make my way slowly down the stairs turning into the kitchen seeing Pattie sitting at the table reading a magazine. “Bridgette, how are you?” she asks hopping up from the table and giving me a hug “I’m good thanks, just freezing cold” “Oh I know, random storm last night, would you like me to make you a hot chocolate or something?” she asks making her way into the kitchen “I would love that thanks” I smile taking a seat on the stool at the kitchen bench. We got into conversation about everything even about last night, which I wasn’t really happy to talk about, but tried my hardest to respond. “Here you go baby girl” she hands me over the drink “Now I have to meet a few friends, so if you want the boys are outside” she grabs her phone and keys and waited for my response. “Yeah I’ll go talk to them” I was pulled back into a hug before she left as I make my way out the front door looking at the boys still playing in the snow, I roll my eyes and find a log to sit on. I bring my legs up on the log sitting sideways and sipped my hot chocolate, just looking at my surroundings and thinking about everything. “What are you thinking about” his magical voice rung through my ears as he sits behind me, I turn to face the front still sipping on my drink. “Everything” I simply answer “And what’s everything” he asks again turning on the log placing a leg on either side, I copy his movement and look down to my half empty cup. “Paul, Sue, Selena, Mum and Dad just everything” I respond never looking up “I’m sorry that you have to think about things like that” I shrug “It’s not your fault my life is well and truly a sick joke” I look up to his hurt eyes “You know I can help you change that,” he says smiling “Oh really” I joke back, bringing my drink back to my lips before getting it ripped out of my hands. “Thanks” Ryan yells out sipping my drink “Not cool buddy” I answer back hitting him in the stomach hard making him bend over in pain whist I couldn’t stop myself but laugh along with Justin and Chaz. “I like you” Chaz exclaimed whilst putting his hand up to hi-5. “Okay-okay so last night I was told today was going to be the best day ever” I throw my hands around dramatically “yet it isn’t?” “Well the snow ruined our first idea so why not movies, transformers is out” Ryan said “Yeah man” Justin cries out standing up and holding out an arm for me “Yeah sounds good” I smile over to all of them, we make our way over to Justin’s Range Rover with Justin and me at front and Chaz and Ryan in the backseat. “Don’t you need like security or something” I ask pulling my seat belt around me “Nope” he replies popping the ‘p’, I simply nod and turn my head to look at the tree’s moving in a blur from the car. Justin- We drove for half an hour with little conversations picking up here and there, I was glad that Bridgette got along with Chaz and Ryan now it made everything so much easier. We pulled up to the old cinemas; I chose it so we wouldn’t get annoyed from my fans. We all walked into the cinema, I was hand in hand with Bridgette seeing that there were still people here and she was still my ‘fake’ girlfriend. Chaz got us all our tickets as the rest of us got our food, Bridgette and me were sharing popcorn as Chaz and Ryan went ballistic and got everything in the shop. We were taking to our movie room and sat down right at the back with me and Bridgette in the middle Chaz on my other side and Ryan on Bridgette’s side. “So who’s in this movie?” Bridgette asked “Fucking Rosie Huntington” Chaz screamed out adding a wink at the end, Bridgette let out a cute giggle “Okay any guys?” she asked winking back at Chaz “Oh like that Shia LaBeouf guy I’m pretty sure” “YES!” she screamed out, luckily we were the only people in the cinemas at the moment, I couldn’t help but laugh as she did a little dance in her seat “He is so so so sexy like holy shit, Ryan this is the BEST day ever” she leaned over me giving Chaz a hug and then Ryan one. “Excited much” I said pulling her into a hug “I haven’t been nor seen a movie in ages, and this is the one I’m seeing I mean seriously so sexy” I forgot all about her past for the pass hours she really doesn’t show that her life used to be well and truly fucked “Alright we get it Bridgette” Chaz exclaimed over me taking me out of my thinking “Jealous Chaz, that you’re not as sexy as Shia” she teased over me “Jealous, come on Bridgette I am sexy probably more sexy then him” he tired to come back but made Bridgette go into a fit of laughter. “Okay stop laughing” Chaz finally broke out acting sad and hurt “Aww I’m sorry” Bridgette got up and went to hug Chaz as he pushed her down on him “Woah Bridgette I know I am sexy but not here” her laughter stopped as she death started him “You wish” she snickered trying to get out of his lap, he put up a fight as the lights started to go out meaning the movie was about to start. “Chaz let go of me,” she sternly tells him though out laughs “Fine” she stood up and started walking to the seat besides me and sat not looking at anyone else only the screen. “You okay?” I asked placing the popcorn back in her lap, she giggled before turning to me “I’m fine, just going to give him the silent treatment” she smiled again, that cute smile making her face just glow and what the hell man, its Bridgette calm down, I face back towards the screen trying to get the thoughts out of my head. Bridgette kept letting out little squeals every time Shia was on, I guess I know whom I can bring to her birthday or something she would probably love me forever. The movie ended and Scooter invited all of us including my mum over for dinner at his place. Bridgette- “Were home” I called through Scooters apartment “In the kitchen” he called back; I walk through letting Justin, Ryan and Chaz follow behind. “Carin” I screamed running up to hug her “Hey baby girl” “And my hug” Scooter asked moving around from the oven, I smiled and hugged him also, I haven’t seen him since the whole Selena incident but Justin told me he went off at Selena. “Thanks for last night” I tell him pulling out of the hug “For what?” he asks confused “I heard you went off at Selena, and I just want to thank you for being there for me” “I will always be here for you” he smiled pulling me back into a hug. We all sat on the couch and floor eating dinner, Pattie, Scooter and Carin on the couch, Ryan and Chaz on the two arm chairs on either side of the couch and Justin and me were on the floor next to each other watching the news. “Now I turn to Rob with a very heartbreaking story of a mother and father trying to find there daughter, Rob are you there?” the news reported asked as the TV halved the screen showing her and Rob the other news reporter and standing next to him nearly made my heart break out of my chest, I sat wide eyes, chin hitting the floor not moving not even breathing they were on there looking… looking for me Paul and Sue.
Justin- “Bridgette wait” I scream out into the darkness, I could still hear Scooter screaming at Selena seeing as I was only down my street, I see Bridgette on the ground in the distance as I pick up my pace. “Stupid fucking heels” she mumbles as she tries to rip of her shoes between her sobbing, I crouch down next to her placing my arm around her shoulder; she flinched away before realizing who I was. “W-what are you doing?” she cries out in a whisper “Seeing if you’re okay,” she breathes in deeply as I move and sit in front of her “Well I’m fine” she ever so softly responds making it hard for me to hear her “What?” “I SAID IM FINE,” she screams out at the top of her lungs making me jump a little “I fine,” she whisper out for the third time nodding “Fine” “You’re not fine and I know it” I take a hold of her hands and stand up bring her with me. “I want you to talk to me, about everything vent I guess but maybe we should move from the middle of the road you know incase we get hit by a car” this made her laugh a bit. “Smart idea” I move us over to the other side of the road as we both sit down on the gutter edge. She lays her head softly on my shoulder as I rub up and down her back playing with the ends of her hair to calm her. “Do you know what scared me the most?” she whispers out looking into the distance “What” I ask also responding in a whisper “I knew what was going to happen, I knew she would hit me,” she breathes out “How, I mean I didn’t even see it” “Her eyes, they matched so well with Paul’s and Sue when they would hit me, that’s why I left not because she hit me but the way she looked, its scared me Justin, it scared me a lot” I could feel her breathing change as she started to cry again she moved her head into my chest as I could now feel her tears soak through my shirt “Shh, Bridgette I promise you that will never happen again” “You’ve already promised that before” she mumbles into my chest before moving out looking me dead in the eyes “I know and I’m sorry, I know one promise I can make” I smile down to her confused face “I promise to be here for you whenever you need someone” she matches my smile and nods in agreement “I like that promise” she smiles up before placing her head back down on my shoulder. Everything felt natural and perfect that I didn’t even realize how long we were out there for till I saw Bridgette asleep on me. I lifted her ever to slightly to not wake her as I walk home praying to god they sent Selena home. I walk through the front door closing it behind me with my foot and started to walk upstairs. I place her in the middle of my bed pulling the blankets over her cold body and placing a small kiss on her forehead before making my way back downstairs where everyone was. “JUSTIN” mum screams over pulling me into a hug “Mum shh, Bridgette upstairs asleep, is that okay if she stays here the night” “My god of course how is she” she pulls away letting me look around the room seeing Chaz and Ryan asleep on the table and Scooters head down in his hands. “She’s fine” I repeat the words she told me as I make my way to sit next to Scooter. “You okay man?” I ask patting his back “She just keeps getting hurt and I don’t understand why, how can someone be so young, so innocent yet have a life where she’s yelled at and hit I just don’t get it” he lets out running his fingers through his hair “Neither man, but I promise you she is fine I think she just needs people around her like you and me and she will be fine trust me” “Thanks little man, I know she hated you at the beginning and she had a right to, but she needs someone like you, just be there for her y’know” he looks at me “Already promised her I would” I smile as he smiles back hopping up from the table. “Well I need sleep and knowing Bridgette is alright here I think I can finally go home, ill be back tomorrow morning to pick her up, thanks again Pattie” he goes over to hug mum, giving me another handshake and hug thanking me for looking after her before heading home. “I’m going to bed as well sweetie and I’m giving you the job to get those two to bed, love you” she points over to Chaz and Ryan heavily sleeping on the table, I laugh and hugged my mum telling her goodnight before going to do the risky job. I knew after this night I needed a laugh so I went to the fridge and got out the water jug, quietly tip toeing over to the boys and as I was just about to pour it I was stopped. “Wait, let me video this” Bridgette calls from the doorway getting out her phone; she smiles a true smile and nods for me to go. “3, 2, 1” I whisper before throwing the water all over the now soaked and pissed off Chaz and Ryan. “BIEBER” Chaz screams getting out of his wet chair as I uncontrollably laugh in his face “And you” he now points over to Bridgette who is also in hysterics trying to hold the phone recording this. “No- No not me all him” she yells out throughout her laughs as Ryan runs over and picks her up over his shoulder. “Ryan- I- I didn’t do anything” she screams hitting his back to put her down as he runs upstairs into my room followed by me and Chaz. “Butler put me down,” she screams again “Okay” he throws her down on the bed as she rolls around laughing; he takes a seat on the bed and looks at her laughing “Bridgette” he asks seriously, not laughing anymore, as me and Chaz also take a seat on the bed. “What” she smiles over but stops laughing “You know we love you right” he asks “Ha-ha um okay thanks?” she asked confused sitting up with all of us “Well Scooter might of maybe told us about your past” he lets out quietly “Oh” she nods lying back down and hiding herself in my sheets, we all laugh at her making her also laugh. “No but seriously I want to get to know you better, become like best friends alright so imma let you sleep but tomorrow get ready for the ‘best day ever’” Ryan sings out giving Bridgette a hug from outside the covers followed by Chaz before leaving for bed. “Are you okay with them knowing” I ask once they left, hopping into bed next to her “I guess” she shrugs her shoulder coming over from the covers and finally meeting my face. “HEY, what do you think your doing, I’m sleeping here your on the couch or the floor” she tells me pushing me off the bed. “Nah-uh im aloud to sleep with my girlfriend” “Fake, Bieber Fake” “I know I know but seriously were friends, friends sleep in the same bed so move over and shut up so we can wake up bring and early for a day full of flirting” I wink over at her as she stops pushing and get comfy in my bed. “Whatever, but I swear if you snore ill kick your ass” “Same to you” she laughs at my comment as I roll over and turn the light off “Goodnight Bieber” “Goodnight Bridgette”
